Esther says that she ‘would be sitting under the glass bell jar, stewing in my own sour air’. She saying that she feels trapped wherever she goes, whether it be an asylum or her home. Everywhere she goes and whomever she meets tries to shape her, make her more like them. And Esther is vulnerable to this because throughout the book she has been on a quest to find out who she is. At first she thought she was more like Doreen, only to realize she didn’t quite fit in. Then, it was Jody, but she still didn’t fit in. She feels trapped under a bell jar that’s preventing her from living. There is also pressure to conform to society and start a family. She flip-flops with this to. Everyone around her has been controlling her making her feel trapped under a bell jar.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Bell Jar #9
Monday, April 27, 2009
Bell Jar #8
Friday, April 24, 2009
bell Jar #7
- What is wrong with Esther? Why does she try to kill herself?
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Bell Jar #6
Esther didnt like Dr. Gordon for a few different reasons. Shortly put, she didnt like him because he was conceited. She prejudged that he would be one of those heart warming doctors that understands what's happening to you and concoct a diagnosis just like that. But he didn't. Through his questions, he made it seem like nothing was seemingly wrong with her. He was also one of those people who are very passionate about tapping with some part of their body as if they were in a band. This greatly annoyed Esther. She really didn't like all the things he did unconsciously. He also did that stereotypical doctor- nod thing whenever she spoke. In her first session with him, nothing quite happened. Not much was said or done. It seemed like he was more interested in whether the station at her college was called WAC or WAVES.
I don't think Dr. Gordon had any good effects on her. Because of all the things that he did which angered her, it seemed like it was making her feel worse inside. Like when he asked he what she thought was wrong with her. To her, it made it seem like he was inferring that nothing was in fact wrong.
Bell Jar #5
Monday, April 20, 2009
Bell Jar #4
Friday, April 17, 2009
Bell Jar #3
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Bell Jar #2
Bell Jar #1
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Mona Lisa Smile 2
From the start, it was obvious that Joan Brandwyn highly reflected values of the 1950s. Though Joan wished to go to law school, she wanted to be married. For her, the choice was one or the other. Katherine told her that she could do both, but Joan wasn’t certain in her ability. For a while she was satisfied with just being a housewife, but later she began to think otherwise. Katherine continuously reminded her of her capability to go to law school and get married. Giving her the nudge she needed, Katherine handed Joan an application to Yale’s School of Law. This finally convinced her to really think about law school, and she filled it out completely. Instead of being trapped in an unequal marriage like most of her classmates, she decided to educate herself beyond the normal 4 years. She became independent which was different for the 50s. She wasn’t going to become an unhappy housewife like Betty Warren.
