Bell Jar #3

Esther had always worshipped Buddy, but now she thinks of him as a hypocrit. When they were dating he revealed that he had cheated on her with a waitress. With that in mind, she broke it off with him. And now that he is recovering from Tuberculosis, he wants to marry her. She found it odd that she had loved him so much from afar, but now that he wants to marry her, she loathes him. She was happy that he had TB, because this way she wouldn’t have to seem him for a while. Esther wanted him to respect her and her work, her writing. She wanted him to be honest to her as well. Because he wanted her to be honest with her and he wasn’t she wanted him to leave her alone.